The days without you , I've pulled through . I've waited you to take the first step , and its long enough . Attempted to refresh our friendship , to no avail .Boy , you don't know how fvcked up I am over you .Everytime I see you online , I try to approach you but I just can't bring myself to say a simple hello to you , because I'm afraid . I'm so afraid you would just reply me coldly and just pierce through the now so fragile heart of mine .

Youv'e dont it many times before & I don't want it to happen again . It took me a long while to understand that you mean plenty to me . Remember the time when we first met , we sms-ed all day & night regardless how tired we were but look now , we don't even contact each other anymore . You were once so important to me , whats happening . What happened to once so enjoyable friendship .

Stupidly , as I realise I've slowly fallen for your sweet personality . Each message you sent meant a lot . Each time you'd even start a conversation with me , I'll be beaming with joy . I guess most girls have felt this way as well . Some might have a happy ending , but people such as myself only end up in broken hearted misery.

Ever since the awkward replies you gave me , I told myself , he doesn't feel the same for you . Just give it up , its all one-sided . I pulled through it as well . I succeeded . But why is it that after all the unhappiness you have caused me , you approached me , a week later , trying to talk to me again . I ignored that pathetic text message you sent me and just laid myself in bed , wondering if you actually would feel the same way as I did , but apparently I was just sensitive .

Matters of the heart wasn't as complicated as they were before you know . Its only recently then I've realised I'm not one to be in a relationship as it would cause me mere pain . I have officially , decided to forget you , my special friend . Someone who was with me throughout my whole volleyball journey , encouraging me & pushing me on with your encouraging words that really lit my whole day .

Thank you for being with me all this time . I won't cry over the loss , but I'll smile that you were actually there for me before . I cherish every single message you've sent to me .

I also thank you for making me part of your life , but now I guess you've found a better girl , so I won't be so dumb as to hang onto something I know wouldn't be mine . ^^

Okay , that was SUPPOSED TO BE A SUMMARY OF MY MINI STORY .

The whole concept and idea came from my truelifestory and also facebook groups :D

But it turned out too long , but anyway , heh . STRESS LA BODOH ASDFEWAFSD .

10 math worksheets , 4 chinese compos , an english comprehension & revision for others.

WIN LIAO LA . 3 day weekend with a 1 month load of homework . (Y) Screwmylife . ):

Just checked out singapore polytechnic and their cca . Contemplating to whether I should really go there or not . There's no volleyball , but it has a wide range of courses I can take . So I'm quite stuck here . Yes , I know I only sec 2 think so far la but , plan for the future . (Cheyyyy . )

I've finished 4 chinese compos , 4 math worksheets & left with a lot more . Revising on literature as well . Reading the giver again . :D , tomorrow will be getting back my laptop ^^V yay . It will be brand new , clean & I can probably download audition into it . If mother doesn't nag la , the lappy is supposed to be mine already lor please . Heh , :) Omgwtfbbq , weather very hot hor .

LOL , okay gonna start yakking with calista now , bye .